"My hands are at your throat and i think i hate you"-story of the year ~until the day i die~

well..i dunno...life sucks and i wanna die...so kill me?

"life and death.Energy and peace. If I stopped today, it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I have made, and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul. It was worth it for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth,heacen on earth, back again,into,under,far inbetween, through it, in it and above..."Gia~the movie~

I've been looking for tha quote forever...and i kinda took it off someones site..IM SORRY..i shoulda asked..but ive been looking for it forever and i couldnt wait..sorry!!!

Anyways...i am tired...mentally tired...im tired of all the bullshit this world brings...there are so many places i could hide..but their too small and the worlds to big...god kill me and ill hide in my grave..i just hate being here and being unhappy...the only thing makin me happy now is that i have a bf who cares..maybe?? and friends that care too..maybe?? who knows what ppl really think about me...but i dont care anymore..if u hate me fuck off..if u like me..then alright we can hang i guess?? idunno anymore im just so tired of everything ..my life..this world..my everthing..tired..of it ..all